Wow, this really hits home for me. I've been doing the same thing to myself. all the negative thoughts and being so down on my self. I really appreciate your transparency and guidance on this subject. Now I know what to pray.

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I block myself. I don’t know how to be happy, how to sustain.
I’m toxic to myself in this state.
I want to know. I have to know. I can’t stop.
My brain, my thoughts, my fears consume me.
I want to stop before I begin; I can’t keep going.

He helped me move forward and grow.
I had a partner, but I lost it.
My heart is broken, but I must keep moving.

I hear you calling me forward.
The future is scary, it’s overwhelming.
I don’t know how or what will be.

I want him back. I want it to work. I want him to heal. I want him to want me.

But more than that, I need me to want me.

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Jessica L. Moody MaE (Curriculum Specialist)

Jessica L. Moody MaE (Curriculum Specialist)

Author of Into the Depths: Pursue Your Calling Through Intimacy with God. USMC Vet, educational consultant & Phoenix Chapter Lead of the Kingdom Writers Assoc.